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Badlands – Jacqui Murray’s Latest Novel

I am very pleased to once again host my long-term blog friend and author, Jacqui Murray, and also to introduce her latest novel, Badlands, the second book in her Savage Land trilogy. In the next section of this post you will find all the book information, social media contacts and other useful links; this is followed by an excerpt from Badlands. Please feel free to engage with Jacqui through the comments section.

Savage Land is the third prehistoric man trilogy in the series, Man vs. Nature. Written in the spirit of Jean Auel, Savage Land explores how two bands of humans survived one of the worst natural disasters in Earth’s history, when volcanic eruptions darkened the sky, massive tsunamis crossed the ocean in crushing waves, and raging fires burned the land. Each tribe starring in the story considered themselves apex predators. Neither was. That crown belonged to Nature and she was intent on washing the blight of man from her face. 

 In Endangered Species, Book One of the trilogy, Yu’ung’sNeanderthal tribe must join with Fierce’s Tall Ones—a Homo sapiens tribe–on a cross-continent journey that starts in the Siberian Mountains. The goal: a new homeland far from the devastation caused by the worst volcanic eruption ever experienced by Man. How they collaborate despite their instinctive distrust could end the journey before it starts or forge new relationships that will serve both well in the future.

 In Badlands, Book Two, the tribes must split up, each independently crossing what Nature has turned into a wasteland. They struggle against starvation, thirst, and desperate enemies more feral than human. If they quit or worse, lose, they will never reunite with their groups or escape the most deadly natural disaster ever faced by our kind.

Join me in this three-book fictional exploration of Neanderthals. Be ready for a world nothing like what you thought it would be, filled with clever minds, brilliant acts, and innovative solutions to potentially life-ending problems, all based on real events. At the end of this trilogy, you’ll be proud to call Neanderthals family.

Book information:

Print, digital, audio available: http://a-fwd.com/asin=B0DFCV5YFT

 Genre: Prehistoric fiction

Editor: Anneli Purchase

Jacqui Murray is the author of the popular prehistoric fiction saga, Man vs. Nature which explores seminal events in man’s evolution one trilogy at a time. She is also author of the Rowe-Delamagente thrillers and Building a Midshipman, the story of her daughter’s journey from high school to United States Naval Academy. Her non-fiction includes 100+ books on tech into education, reviews as an Amazon Vine Voice and a freelance journalist on tech ed topics. 

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Excerpt from Badlands

Chapter 1

 75,000 years ago 

Modern day Altai Mountains, Siberia

Yu’ung’s legs churned, arms pumped, throat straining to draw in air. Her red hair hung in damp sweaty ropes on her neck and shoulders. After narrowly escaping the cave-in and then Hyaena’s attack, time had run out. B’o was supposed to leave with or without her when Sun reached a particular spot overhead. That point had passed and now, the maelstrom was upon them. She must get to her tribe.

Running never tired her, no matter how long or far. Today was different. Driven by desperation and worry for those who relied on her, she ran too hard and slammed up against her limit. 

She stumbled to a stop and bent forward, chest heaving, sucking in one mouthful of air after another. The blue-eyed Canis–the massive Ump with his dark coat, the smaller White Streak with the light colored stripe cutting her black fur from one side of her forehead to the other, and the older Ragged Ear–circled back to her, huffing and prancing. Somehow, they knew time was short. Shanadar, who seemed to be their pack leader, wasn’t even winded. He waited, patient but anxious.

She muttered, “The smoke–it’s much worse.” 

Yu’ung had departed her homebase before Sun woke. She had gone there to tell the Tall One Fierce that the People would join him. The air tasted of ash then, but lightly. By the time she reached where Fierce and his Tall One band should have been, the small flakes had grown chokingly large. The Tall Ones–wisely–were gone, but her mother, Kriina, now Fierce’s pairmate, left a message in the tunnel telling Yu’ung their destination and of a possible new homebase for the People. 

It was there Yu’ung would lead the People. 

“I’m ready, Shanadar,” and she took off again.

She expected the Angry Mountain’s destruction to clear closer to her homebase, but instead, cinders and smoke thickened and the air dimmed to a dingy gray. Uprooted trees blocked the usual passages forcing her to divert onto new, untried trails. Pockets of flames burned without pause on all sides. The grassland and forests that fed the People were almost wiped out. 

 

Photo courtesy of Iceland MET.

It took longer than Yu’ung expected before she, Shanadar, and the Canis reached the outer boundaries of the People’s camp. 

As she skimmed the area for B’o, her hunt partner, Shanadar said, “They will ask.”

They would. Shanadar was unusual. Yes, he displayed the People’s stocky build, shorter limbs, and absent chin, but his body was bony in all the wrong places and his hair secured into an Equiis tail. Those were unusual but so was much about life anymore. What would catch their attention more than any of that was his face, striped in the way of Fierce’s Tall Ones. 

“I will explain how you saved my life, and that you will help us reach our destination.”

That was easier to believe than the truth, that the Primitive Xhosa who visits my dreams sent Shanadar and his Canis to take the People where Nature can’t kill us. 

She took in the distant sea of frantic faces. She saw relief, at her arrival overshadowed by terror, and what should have been well-practiced preparation for an orderly migration–one so often performed that the People needed no guidance–was nothing short of bedlam. 

What is wrong?

The mayhem was not caused by her late return. Whatever caused the chaos occurred after they loaded up their shoulder sacks, collected their spears and walking sticks, and foraged travel food.

They were prepared to leave. B’o told them to wait. What happened?

“B’o!” She shouted to an older male sprinting toward her. He waved and then slowed when his gaze found Shanadar. 

He wonders about a stranger. She jerked her gaze over the clearing. Where are the Canis?

She clasped her hands over her stomach, telling him she would explain later, and shouted, “Where’s Old One?”  

“Coming!” 

Despite her youth, the People, Yu’ung’s tribe, selected her Alpha. Their trust in her leadership was based equally on her cleverness, B’o’s reluctance to lead, and Old One’s unwavering support. The tribe selected a leader only in trying times.Mountain’s anger, the loss of their healer, and the search for a new homeland certainly qualified. All agreed that B’o and Old One’s involvement would offset her inexperience.

“B’o. Mountain’s anger is worse close to the Tall Ones’ former camp. We must choose a different route.” 

B’o fidgeted, looking no more relieved than when she first arrived.

I’ll reassure him.

“But we can take the route Old One remembers from his youth. It is the same as what Shanadar suggests.” She poked her lower lip toward the tall immobile male with the striped face and the Equiis tail. “And where the Tall Ones go.”

Someone called B’o’s name. He held a hand up and returned his attention to Yu’ung.

“According to Kriina and the message she left for me, we will find her and Fierce along our forward path.” 

B’o’s face darkened. “Shanadar.… We don’t know him.…” B’o stared at Shanadar as he spoke, eyes probing, body quivering with nervous energy. 

Ese called B’o which he didn’t even acknowledge.

Yu’ung’s gaze jumped from Ese to B’o. Something is going on.

She swiped a hand in the air, high enough for Ese to see. “Shanadar is a friend who can help us. I will explain later after you explain what happened since I left this morning.”

B’o’s shoulders dropped. His unequaled hunting successes should have given him confidence leading, but when Old One asked him to be Alpha, he deferred to the Elder. His reasoning was good. Old One served in the past, faultlessly guiding the group through treachery few tribes survived as well as the People. Even now, with his infirmities and inability to contribute to many of the tribe’s tasks, he was well respected.

Old One suggested a better alternative. The new adult Yu’ung’s unusual skills suited leadership well. One example was her skill with the Tall One weapon. Many hunters suffered their worst injuries closing on prey for a spear thrust. Yu’ung flung her Tall One lance from far away to avoid deadly hooves, fangs, and horns while still causing mortal damage to the prey. She was so successful in this way, she had never been injured on a hunt.

Next, she possessed what Old One called extreme sight. Images and landmarks a blur to most were clear to her. Where other hunters saw a herd grazing in the distance, she picked out the old and injured that the tribe should focus on.

The last, in the end, was the decisive factor. No one else wanted the job. 

“What is going on, B’o? Sacks are packed, but no one is ready.”

B’o smiled awkwardly. “This male you bring into our tribe like we should trust him. It isn’t our way,” but froze on whatever was at Yu’ung’s side.

The Canis have shown up. 

“This is Shanadar’s pack–Ump, White Streak, Ragged Ear–” 

She stopped. There was a new pawed-and-clawed creature, this one smaller, black with a tan muzzle, also blue-eyed.

Shanadar filled in. “That is Ocha.”

Ocha’s tail swayed, eyes on Yu’ung, snout open and panting.

“Ocha.” It was more whisper than confirmation. 

“B’o!” Ese again. “We’re in trouble!”

This time, Yu’ung heard what Ese didn’t say. A sharp spike went through her head and a shiver down her spine as she scanned the muddled consortium around Ese, the scattering of rocks, boulders, and dirt clods. Yu’ung’s temple twitched and then exploded with what she didn’t see.

“Where is Old One?”

Ocha bumped her leg and turned toward the edge as Shanadar poked his lips to the same spot. B’o’s mouth opened and shut, finally said, “It’s not Old One. Well, not just him.”

B’o’s pale face, the muscles creating tight ropes down the sides of his neck said the rest. 

He wants to talk privately.

But there wasn’t time for that. “Shanadar concerns you. Old One concerns me more.”

B’o ran a hand down his face to clean off the ash. “There’s more. Listen to me!”

He paced nervously then shifted from one foot to the other, glancing sideways at Shanadar.

“I am used to hunting prey and avoiding enemies. Is this one you call Shanadar our kind? Or one of the nob-less Uprights.”He touched under his lip, the location of the Tall One’s round bump, its purpose not even the Tall Ones could explain.

“He’s like us.” Yu’ung pointed to Shanadar’s bulbous nose, wide torso, and powerful legs–all characteristic of the People. 

“Why does he paint himself with Fierce’s stripes and secure his hair in a cord?”

Shanadar fingered the nub behind his head. “Does One-called-Fierce wear a feather in it?”

Now B’o was confused. “No, well, I’m not sure. Does it matter?”

Shanadar shrugged. “No. To answer your question, I don’t know why except we both feel it’s right.”

He looked at Yu’ung out of the corner of his eye, words unnecessary.

Xhosa.

Yu’ung gritted her teeth, choking on the taste of burnt blood from the carcasses that littered the landscape. 

Photo courtesy of Iceland MET

Shanadar faced B’o, unconcerned. “I’ve been told I am odd. We can discuss this later, in depth, but what’s important now is what will soon demolish us. Do you not sense it?”

B’o’s eyes darted over the area, his face stricken. Shouts grew behind him.

“B’o, if not Old One, what’s wrong?”

“Before I tell you what only tribe members should know, Shanadar must convince me he is to be trusted.” He crossed his arms over his chest and snarled, “Go ahead.”

Yu’ung’s head pounded. They didn’t have time to waste, and then, almost against her will, she clamped her jaw shut and waited. If Xhosa sent Shanadar, he would know how to explain. 

Shanadar plucked a short bone and a smooth pebble from his satchel and ran his thumbs over both. 

“You haven’t told him, Yu’ung, so I won’t either.”

B’o jerked. “Told me what?”

Yu’ung clenched her fists. “About Xhosa.”  

B’o growled. Ocha’s hackles stiffened, but smoothed at Shanadar’s touch.

B’o asked Yu’ung, “Who is this Xhosa? A Tall One?” He forced himself to calm and Yu’ung appreciated his effort. 

Rather than discussing the vision, she replied simply, “No. A friend of Shanadar’s and mine.”

“A friend? You have no friends other than us.” When Yu’ung didn’t respond, B’o addressed Shanadar. “Why do you carry a bone?”

“It is a flute. I will play for you later.”

He opened his other hand to reveal a round stone with a face etched onto its surface. “This is my talisman. Both areconversations for another day. Right now, you have something to do and then we must leave before we can’t.”

“B’o!” Ese. “They need help!”

If B’o intended to argue, his pairmate’s voice stopped him. That’s when Yu’ung knew. 

She jerked side to side, searching. Smoke and ash shrouded everything in a dirty mist. “Where are the rest of the People?”

“In the cave.”

Her stomach knotted as she spun around, but the cave was gone, in its place, a cloud of dust and dirt.

Please Meet Jacqui Murray

I am very pleased to host and to introduce you to my long-term blog friend and author, Jacqui Murray, and also to her novel, Endangered Species, the first book in her latest trilogy: Man vs. Nature.

Today, Jacqui will explore the interesting topic of how Neanderthals were able to navigate without a map, compass or GPS; this is followed by an excerpt from Endangered Species. At the end of this post you will find all the book information, social media contacts and other useful links. Please feel free to engage with Jacqui through the comments section.

Jacqui Murray is the author of the popular prehistoric fiction saga, Man vs. Nature which explores seminal events in man’s evolution one trilogy at a time. She is also author of the Rowe-Delamagente thrillers and Building a Midshipman , the story of her daughter’s journey from high school to United States Naval Academy. Her non-fiction accomplishments include 100+ books on tech into education, as well as reviews as an Amazon Vine Voice , and articles as a freelance journalist on tech ed topics.

Savage Land is the third prehistoric man trilogy in the series, Man. Vs. Nature. Written in the spirit of Jean Auel, Savage Landexplores how two bands of humans survived one of the worst natural disasters in Earth’s history, when volcanic eruptions darkened the sky, massive tsunamis crossed the ocean in crushing waves, and raging fires burned the land. Each tribe tarring in the story considered themselves apex predators. Neither was. That crown belonged to Nature and she was intent on washing the blight of man from her face. 

 In Endangered Species, Book One of the trilogy, Yu’ung’sNeanderthal tribe must join with Fierce’s Tall Ones—a Homo sapiens tribe–on a cross-continent journey that starts in the Siberian Mountains. The goal: a new homeland far from the devastation caused by the worst volcanic eruption ever experienced by Man. How they collaborate despite their instinctive distrust could end the journey before it starts or forge new relationships that will serve both well in the future.

 In Badlands, Book Two, the tribes must split up, each independently crossing what Nature has turned into a wasteland. They struggle against starvation, thirst, and desperate enemies more feral than human. If they quit or worse, lose, they will never reunite with their groups or escape the most deadly natural disaster ever faced by our kind.

 Join me in this three-book fictional exploration of Neanderthals. Be ready for a world nothing like what you thought it would be, filled with clever minds, brilliant acts, and innovative solutions to potentially life-ending problems, all based on real events. At the end of this trilogy, you’ll be proud to call Neanderthals family.

How did Neanderthals navigate without a map, GPS, or compass?

Natural Navigation is Neanderthal’s preferred method of travel and popular among today’s primitive tribes, hunter-gathers, survivalists, nomads, and nature lovers. It is a method of finding one’s way through a natural environment without the use of any technical tools, just a thoughtful brain and a problem-solver’s attitude. In new areas, Neanderthals developed a sense of their surroundings by being patient, waiting for something to happen, ultimately developing a relationship with the land. It relies on the eleven million bits of data received every second by our senses to assess, extrapolate, and guide, the ones that we modern humans commonly ignore. Our predecessors mixed this with instinct and intuition to live their lives as safely and successfully as possible.

Here are some hints how Neanderthals made this work:

• They learned to sense the weather so they would know when to hunt, They knew from long experience that very little in their surroundings was random and learned to sense what would keep them safe.

• They sat quietly and felt nature around them. The leaves oscillated in the breeze. Sun flecks rolled over the undergrowth. Birds flew by as did insects. They took note of the shapes of trees, the colors of the earth and flowers, the shades of leaves.

• They navigated with shadows. The Siberia Neanderthals might use this to flee West, away from the heaviest smoke and cinder.

• Sometimes, they squinted, to block out most of what they saw and then filter out smaller details.

• The farther away something was, the lighter they appeared.

• The higher the lowest level of clouds, the drier the air and less likely rain.

• All trees have their own unique sound, heard when there was enough wind. Ash–gentle clacking; beech–radio static; aspen–whispering. Neanderthal migrating long distances noticed that the sound of the forest was different than what they were used to.

If you’re interested in the topic, search “natural navigation” in your browser.

Please enjoy the following excerpt from Endangered Species:

Chapter 1 of Endangered Species

 

 75,000 years ago, 

What we call Germany today 

 

Jun was lost. Again. He gripped his thick-shafted spear in one hand, throwing stones in the other, and brushed aside the prickle of fear that flooded his body. 

It wasn’t being alone that worried him. This was his first time hunting with the clan. He’d wanted to do well.

Initially, Jun had kept pace with the hunters, his strides long and easy, eyes firmly locked on the back of the male in front of him, but—as too often happened—he became distracted by a bird’s call and wandered off to find it, maybe talk to it. Someone shouted his name, far away and so muted, he barely heard it. He didn’t respond, of course. Upright voices would frighten the bird if it hadn’t already fled. He hunkered into the underbrush, reduced his breathing, and squatted there long … longer … but the bird fell silent. 

I’ll look for it next time I’m out here.

He stood. Feet spread, ears perked, he twisted around, and to his horror, didn’t recognize where he was. Nor did he hear the sounds of his fellow hunters moving along Deer’s trail.

I wandered farther than I intended, and hurried away, through the leaves and dirt, hoping to find Deer’s trace or his clan’s prints, but found neither so he shouted. The sound echoed harshly through the trees. 

No response.

They can’t be far. By now, they must know I’m not with them.

He hugged his arms around his chest, suddenly cold, and tilted his head up. Sun had moved, a lot. Instead of worrying him, it comforted him.

I’ll stay here until they return.

He crouched, picked at the forest’s hearty overgrowth, ate a few worms, and waited. No one came. He called several times, but all he heard were insects, a snake slithering, and squirrels chattering.

I’ll go where Deer is. 

He knew where the herd headed because he’d followed it several times to where it ate the fresh young grasses, safe, it thought, from prying eyes. He trotted down what he hoped would end up their trail, searching for trace, listening for the rustle of hide-covered bodies passing through dense brush carrying carcasses. Finally, later than expected, he found Deer’s path, but they didn’t stop in their usual place. They must have known they were being stalked—the hunters were noisy—and trotted into a scree pile as though knowing that would conceal prints, which it did. Jun could either keep wandering until he re-located the clan’s path or make his way back to the camp. 

He checked Sun, but it was now hidden by clouds.

He crouched, comfortable in his waiting. No one would be surprised. He often returned late with tales of an excursion rather than armloads of meat to feed the clan. The group would have ejected him, forcing him to make his way alone, but his mother was the clan healer and wouldn’t allow it. She was training him to take over when her stiff joints and failing eyesight meant she could no longer fulfill her duties. He had no interest in illnesses, but understood he must fulfill some duty or lose the tribe’s protection. As a result, he assisted her if he couldn’t avoid it and learned enough about herbs and mulches and poultices to be tolerated.

None of which helped him now.

I can’t wait, and scrambled up a hillock, found a landmark he knew, and headed toward it along a debris-laden forest floor, head up, eyes shut to concentrate on a panoply of delightful odors. He heard the hiss but as background noise to his meandering daydreams. By the time it stiffened his  hackles and his eyes popped open, it was too late.

Snake!

Jun stabbed with his spear, to frighten not kill, but missed. Snake didn’t. A blur of movement and pain seared through Jun’s body. He collapsed with a thud and Snake slithered away. Jun attempted to stand and crumpled. 

I’ll crawl along the path. The hunters will see me on their way back. Sweat broke out across his forehead. As will predators. 

He scuttled into the dirt-clotted root ball of a towering tree, sharing the cozy space with worms, slugs, and spiders. 

I’ll call out if I hear someone.

He tamped down the pain and dug through his shoulder sack. No surprise, he forgot to restock his treatments. He tried to blink the dust from his eyes and then rubbed, using the cleanest part of a grubby finger. He mulled over what to do as his ankle swelled bigger than his calf and heat flushed through his body. Everything around him spun and his eyes drooped. The more he strained to think, the more his head throbbed. He tucked his legs against his chest and imagined Snake’s poison infecting his insides.

How do I stop it before it stops me?

He solved it by passing out.

 

The scrape of a foot awoke Jun. Every part of his body hurt, but he managed to crack one eye. An Upright female not his kind strode toward him, a spear in one hand and a blistering frown on her face. He should say something, but his mouth was too dry. 

She acts like she knows me.

He tried to rise, but no part of his body cooperated so he stared at her, worried and somewhat disturbed by the dark fury she directed at him. 

Why is she so angry? I’ve done nothing to her.

Seeing his swollen red ankle did nothing to soften her attitude. Disgust washed over her in waves and her fists clenched a rough-hewn lance so tightly, the whites of her knuckles gleamed. 

There is something familiar about her….

She had the small skull, long limbs, and narrow torso of a Primitive, lacking the musculature common to Jun’s kind. And it hit him.

“Xhosa?” 

She growled in response, a sound so like hatred, he would have pulled back if the tree trunk didn’t stop him. 

The female Xhosa visited his dreams often and they got along well. They discussed topics no one shared his interest in—wherethe herds went during their migrations, why Spider’s thin silken strands were so strong, why Sun left if Moon arrived. Did one orb fear the other or had they arranged to share the sky in this way? These types of curious queries annoyed everyone in his tribe, but excited Xhosa.

“Why are you here? I only see you in dreams.” He squiggled, attempted to stand, and collapsed. “Am I dreaming?”

“No, Shanadar. You have forced me to come in person. Night is approaching. It is not safe to be out here alone. Return to your homebase. I have plans for you and being eaten by Cat isn’t one of them.”

Her lips didn’t move nor were her words the clan’s, but heunderstood what she said. He wanted to ask why she cared if the night stalkers ate him, but what he said was something else entirely.

“Snake poisoned me.” 

Shock flashed through her eyes and she scowled. “I see. You won’t be leaving on schedule.”

His head spun, started to ask what schedule, but stopped himself. Whatever the answer no longer mattered.

“Xhosa. Snake killed me. Well, there are treatments for Snake’s venom, but I didn’t bring them. Mother has them, but I can’t get to her fast enough. And the hunters—I don’t know what happened to them. They should have come by now….”

His voice trailed off. Talking exhausted him. Still, he owed her one more explanation. “Whatever your plan, it can no longer include me.”

She dismissed him with a flip of her fingers. “You’re not going to die, Shanadar. Come. My kith can take care of you.”

“Shanadar,” he mumbled. “She keeps calling me Shanadar.”She didn’t explain why and he didn’t ask. Or mind.

But he did ask about kith as Xhosa yanked him to his feet—foot, the injured one dangling uselessly above the ground—encircled her arm around his waist and draped his around her shoulder before replying. 

“You call your group a clan. Ours is kith. The Tall Ones are a band, the Canis Pack.”

Tall Ones? He tried to make sense of her answer, but the words got lost in his muddy thoughts.

I’ll ask later.

They slid through the forest, well beyond his clan’s area and Deer’s favorite eating spots, past a tree tall enough to touch Sun. He’d never seen it before. Did it just grow? Soon, they reached a gathering of Primitives the size of Jun’s clan crouched by an overhang. All had low foreheads, prominent brow ridges, andbody shapes like a shorter version of the tall slender strangerswho occasionally passed through the clan’s territory—

That’s who she called Tall Ones!

The kith members wore long wraps or capes like Xhosa’s, unsewn, as though they simply cut a hole in a pelt big enough for their head to push through. No capes or wraps, and foot coverings were fur or bark strapped to feet.

But the dark, deep eyes, fixed on the new arrival, shone with intelligence. They blinked a greeting  before resuming theirwork.

“They expected us?” 

“No. They have adjusted to strangers trailing in here withme.”

Jun’s eyes popped open. “Other Uprights?”

She chuckled, the first smile he’d seen from her since she showed up. “Usually pawed and tailed.”

He had no idea what to ask about that and didn’t bother trying. Ignoring the growing ache in his leg took all his energy. She has much to explain, but it will wait until I recover. 

Xhosa pushed him gently toward a boulder. “Crouch there.”

He collapsed. His good leg was numb. Even if she hadn’t told him to rest, he couldn’t have gone farther. The relief to his pounding ankle was overwhelming. He stilled his entire body, his breathing shallow as another Primitive approached, holding supplies eerily similar to those Jun’s mother carried. Then, before he could blink, she cut across Snake’s puncture and squeezed. He started to scream, but stopped because he felt nothing. The poison dried up and Xhosa scrubbed the puncture. Once she deemed it clean, she applied moss to suck out new impurities, as his mother would. All Xhosa’s ministrations were like his mother’s except Xhosa’s didn’t hurt. Mother’s always did.

Xhosa rotated back on her heels with a grunt of either satisfaction or hopelessness. Jun was too hot, tired, and sick to care.

She stood. “I will deposit you where I found you. You will awake groggy, feeling unwell, but you will be fine.”

When I awake? What does she mean?

“I am—”

But Xhosa wasn’t listening.

Book information:

Endangered Species—Print, digital, audio available: http://a-fwd.com/asin=B0DJ9Y7PQ8

Badlands—digital on presale now: http://a-fwd.com/asin=B0DFCV5YFT

 

Genre: Prehistoric fiction

Editor: Anneli Purchase

Author bio:

Jacqui Murray is the author of the popular prehistoric fiction saga, Man vs. Nature which explores seminal events in man’s evolution one trilogy at a time. She is also author of the Rowe-Delamagente thrillers and Building a Midshipman, the story of her daughter’s journey from high school to United States Naval Academy. Her non-fiction includes 100+ books on tech into education, reviews as an Amazon Vine Voice and a freelance journalist on tech ed topics. 

 

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Tummy Trouble (Three Word Challenge)

This post is in response to Brian Lageose’s Three Word Challenge. The idea is to write a story based on three words that Brian has assigned. Mine are: elusive, bawdy and trampoline. For whatever it’s worth, here’s the result (and yup, I’m still thinking about the personal implications of that word assignment … 😉 ) And do be sure to visit Brian’s site – https://brianlageose.blog. You will be happy you did. 🙂

Jack kept squirming in his seat. For some reason, he was uncomfortable. He vaguely felt as if he might throw up, which was really odd, because his girlfriend had just made his favourite pasta for supper, carbonara. He loved carbonara and always enjoyed it.

He considered the situation.

Suddenly his stomach gurgled and then he really did feel close to yakking, but somehow he also didn’t feel ill sick. It was more like … like … what was it? Guilt sick?

Why would I feel guilty, he asked himself.

Jack examined the last few days for any signs of a moral hangover but couldn’t think of anything.

“Is everything okay?” his girlfriend asked. She sounded a bit alarmed. “Have I done something to upset you?”

He stopped the ferocious gnawing he was administering to his fingernail and regarded her. He realised that he had been chewing and vacantly staring. “Oh no. Everything’s fine. I just am suddenly not feeling very well. My stomach is bothering me. That’s all.”

It occurred to him that he wanted to keep this one. She was always so pliant and concerned about pleasing him.

“Okay. Is there anything I can do for you? Get you an antacid? Carbonara is pretty rich.”

“Not really. I think I just have to ride this out. Sometimes my stomach bothers me and I don’t really know why.”

Suddenly, Jack leaped up and sprang for the bathroom, slamming and locking the door behind him. He just made it to the toilet before bringing up the morning’s toast and everything else but his shoelaces. He heaved until he was empty and then draped himself over the edge of the toilet. He was exhausted and sweating.

Finally, he leaned back against the bathtub and hoped that he was finished.

Ten seconds later, a wave of nausea wracked him again, and he scrambled desperately for the toilet.

If he could just remember why he felt so guilty, he could stop feeling so sick. He thought he had a piece of it, but it slithered elusively into his mind’s attic.

If only this heaving would stop, I’d be able to think clearly and then … and then I would have the answer and then I wouldn’t be sick, he thought.

Thoughts bounced around in his head like they were springing from a trampoline.

What did I do?

What was it???

A dress. A green dress.

Emerald green. Yes. That’s it.

But what about it? Why did I think of it?

You know why, said the mouse.

It peeked at him from around the edge of the toilet bowl brush, its delicate white whiskers trembling knowingly, its wise gaze unflinching and unruffled.

Did that mouse just talk to me, Jack asked the room.

Yes, said the mouse, I did. Don’t you remember me? We talked a lot about that green dress. Or more specifically, about that bawdy relic who was inhabiting it. She was way too old for you. And way too forward. And besides, finding women in bars was never really your thing. Don’t you remember?

Ohhh yeah, Jack said. Yeah. I remember now.

Just then his girlfriend rapped on the bathroom door.

“Are you all right in there? Is there anything I can do?”

She rattled the door handle.

Jesus Christ, thought Jack. Can’t she leave me in peace when I’m sick in the bathroom? Just leave me the fuck alone, he raged silently.

“Jack?? Are you okay? Are you able to answer me?”

He heard her fiddling with the handle, trying to get the door open.

Fuck this, Jack thought as he started furiously ripping up floorboards.

He forgot about the mouse.

He forgot about the green dress.

He forgot about everything.

As the floorboards came up faster and faster, a heavy, clear plastic glinted at the edge of the light.

It covered something green.

****

Jack awoke to the sound of a sports recap show. He was stretched out in his recliner but felt uncomfortable and cold and his neck hurt. He was ravenously hungry.

He rummaged in the fridge and found some leftover pasta from dinner.

He vaguely remembered having had a fight with the maker of the dinner and he somehow thought she had left, but just then he was too hungry to think about it.

He finished his plate and began to shuffle off to bed, the notion that he was forgetting something twitching at the edge of his memory.

He felt so tired!

But tomorrow is another day, he thought. I’ll think about it then.

Betrayed

A Crabeater Seal graces an ice floe in the Pen...
A Crabeater Seal graces an ice floe in the Penola Strait, Antarctica. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The dreams of adventure consumed her every night before sleep claimed her. Wrapped in the thick comforter as the heat from the downstairs fireplace lent the last vestiges of warmth before cooling, the ticking of the contracting timbers further lulled her entry.

The hero charging the menace and saving the town. The crowd cheering in grateful abandon.

The rescue of hundreds from a dense jungle.

The rush to save the boy trapped on an ice floe.

She had done it all.

And always, the gratitude, the beaming congratulations, the modest thanks.

Hard work in the morning. Helping her father with the hay, the sheep, the cows, running, hauling, pulling, sweating in the sun.

And, staying out of her mother’s grasp. The tight, hot kitchen with its endless jobs repulsed her. The real work was outside. But somehow, her mother’s company appealed to her, even as she hated it and fought it and forced herself to help her father.

Outside was important. There were many possibilities there.  But you had to prove yourself. Prove your strength.  Prove your mettle. Prove your unemotional goodness.

Inside was different and to be avoided at all costs. It wasn’t important. It was …  it was …  it was less.

But there anyway. Forced into it. Dragged into it. Her father ordering her back to the kitchen and telling her that her mother needed her.

Listening to her mother’s stories of long-ago dances when she was pretty and admired, the dream shifted. She became concerned about what she might wear to the jungle. How would she look? What would she do about her hair?

And later …  she was the one being rescued from the jungle.

But still … but still. The desire for more!

To be able to choose. To choose to accept.

No. You’re a girl.

But working outside … yes.

No. You’re a girl.

She didn’t know when the crying started.  Why are you crying, her father asked.

She couldn’t answer. Inarticulacy choked her. Shut off the air. Tears rolled down her cheeks.  Women, her father muttered before stomping off.

Later, she dreamed that she was trapped on an ice floe.

There was no one to rescue her.

She

Barcelona Despierta
Barcelona Despierta (Photo credit: morpheus17pro)

Being raised as she was it all seemed normal. No one around her hankered after more and she pretended not to, either.

She made do with the undercurrents of desire that at times made her jaw clench in frustration. A tiny square of soap from Barcelona.  A coyote pin covered in rabbit fur, rubbed almost naked.  A rock containing small, gold-coloured flecks that were pronounced as “real” and left in permanent idle uselessness on a mantel-shelf.

On her knees scrubbing the kitchen floor and hanging out the newly washed denims and shirts in the sun to dry, the barely controlled dreams charged each other in a mind-jumble.  Her bed with its rough-smooth sheets and the extra pillows sometimes clenched between her legs and the hot water bottle against the cramps. The closet with many work clothes and one Sunday dress.

To leave. To get away.

To love. To experience a passion that could inspire novels.

To eat mysterious foods and drink from green bottles.

To wear silk. Even though she had only read about it and had never touched it in her life.

But.

How to get there.

Already her mother was eyeing the environment. Sizing, evaluating, casting off, considering.

The boy with the crooked leg. The screaming widower who already had four small ones.  A friend from school – a brother, really. The men with the muscles and grins of youth who fished and hauled lumber. There were many of them.

She could envision all of them in her dreams, encoiled.

And not happening, nothing at all. Except scrubbing floors. And hanging fresh laundry in the sun. And killing chickens. And remembering when anything was possible.

Even staying.